Shadow that Haunts My Life

I had a girlfriend but now is an Ex....
she broke my heart twice at that time, when we still in a relationship...
but then, she broke my heart again undirectly...
because I still can't forget her but I replace her with someone who looks like her instead of forget and let her go and love somebody...
but, not just that...


at last, I can let her go, I can live my life again with happiness...
because I found my best friends here in the campus...
I said that I will be happy because of them, but then I suddenly forget them all because I get a new girlfriend who I loved more than anything...
even when my mom told me to go home because she is alone at home, but I still not going home because my girl is alone to at her house...
She is very very my type, but then...
that SHADOW is haunting me again...
how ?? when she added my girlfriend's account and then automatically my girlfriend wanted to know about that SHADOW...
what happen ? she read a sentence that has been made 3 years ago...
that sentence "Forever and Never End", that sentence.....
my girlfriend is thinking that "why did she say that, maybe that she still loves him and from his attitude I think that he still love her too"...
but, please honey, very very please, "I, NOW, ONLY LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE"
isn't that sweet ? isn't that move your heart ? isn't that enough ?
and with this problem, I, now, really gonna hate you more than anything...
note for you "STOP HURTING ME!!"


Love that become an Enemy...